September 17, 2011 (4:35am) Love reading all my families as well as good friends, that I honestly and deeply care for troubles, problems and affairs of dislikes and likes or love affairs. Apperas that everyone has those moments that they ask how can I deal with this an that and why is my world upside down or backwards or crazy. I am mad at my better half, kids, mom and ad sister brother and so on. Well even grandpa’s and grandma’s and to be honest the older you get the better it does not always get. It sometimes just amazes me how people in social sites ask or complain how bad their lives are. Does not affect me many people seem to think, because I take what I call my happy pill’s, not crazy ones. Happy to be is awakening the next day to read everyone lives and they never seem to be happy with awakening to a new day as so many never do awaken to be able to deal with all the above mentioned. I get upset and to be honest all my younger days as always been with waste. Waste to me is people that get food stamps and buy expensive cuts of means that they really can not afford but since it is free food then why not get it. Then seeing plates of food that are picked at and the rest thrown away and not saved for later in the day. When I raised kids I never wasted and all my kids will attest to this. They never liked left overs and if they didn’t eat it then it was always there for a few days until they were hungry enough to eat. Of course now days as adults they do just as everyone else WASTE! But, when living under my roof there all adults now days and friends and some family friends that hit on hard times because of not planning for the future or not caring or giving up. Adults especially when they get your age you no longer able to say stop the damn wasted, after all there are people in Africa starving. All they tell this old man grandpa now is then they can have it. Yes, then I yell as to close to $400.00 or more electric bills, wait this months went down to $338.00. Still high where I live as everyone around me pays less than a hundred a month. How? Because they are trained to shut things off, and never leave things on twenty-four hours a day. But, my family as well as family friends need to be taught. I normally wait an yell hey you need to shut this off or that when not using it. Then I learn that doesn’t work and have to go and unscrew light bulbs and then they start stealing bulbs from every place else until eventually there is a bulb kept where each is all the time. My last grand daughter and grand kids that lived her got so angry at me, that they had friends over the day that I took drastic action as I am starting to do today. They were visiting and said why no lights on or why not use the computer for that. In any case my granddaughter said my grandpa is in one of his wild moods and shuts the electric off on the property so many hours a day to see if he can save what he feels we waste. The friend said to call DHS on him and she said no then it would cause more problems and we need some place to stay, besides he is right and we need to learn not to waste. Which by7 the way this granddaughter family is living in a $550.00 a month apartment as well pays only $50.00 a month electric and sometimes less as well as cable and internet and my grand kids who are now 9 and 8 also keep things off. They now say if not for me teaching them to save they never would have been able to make it. Notice the bills they pay as well compared to what I am now paying today for another family now with me. Anyway the friends of those called DHS on me and they came out and said we had a complaint that you have no electric or power at all in the house. I said what I normally say and a long story short they left and told my granddaughter and son to clean their room as it was a pig pen. Now don’t get me wrong it’s not my granddaughter here now or my great grand kids or even my son or great grand kids. After all there small and have no idea of right and wrong. I hold the adults as to teach them. I just have to start again to teach my new families in order for them to teach theirs. Of course this is not going to be fun as it also restricts me from having my enjoyment of no wicked news to hear for hours. As well as no way of reading all the social news out lets on the internet and making my comments as well for hours at a time. Nope, I also have to suffer as long as I teach. Seems they over look the fact that I also suffer from the teaching as well. At my age I should not have to since I am just a foot away from my grave site anyways. But, that is how life is I suppose today. But, this morning I went to get my bills from the post office which I normally do on Saturdays especially if I have other plans for mornings when I can’t sleep. The water bill over a hundred this month and no one pays that type of water bill here where I live. But, as you can see that is way over $400.00 just for two bill’s and I still have cable over $100.00 as well as gas over $50.00 as well as trash, taxes, insurance on property as well as auto and gas for car and so on. Where does food come in? Well short for me because this old man pays all the bills before buying his choclate cake to piss his doctor off because of high blood pressure and the strain on my heart to arugue with family I can’t do this or that and so on. Then what is next. Ask here and maybe my grand daughter that use to live here will tell you what happens next and then even my son and grandson may be able to tell you. But, they will be so pissed with what I am doing now they won’t say nothing probably. But, my other family members like Jessica and Darrell may be able to after all as soon as I post this the power is being shut off for five hours if not more maybe less before they even knows what has happened. But, sometimes you just need to take action to continue to train those that feel we have nothing to worry about after all the government will take care of this problem. Oh by the way I just learned that I am one of those that is higest paid in social security as well as a small pension from a job I worked over twenty years and I am broke. I applied for a free phone and recieved it, but gave that to my great grand son so he could keep in touch with his dad, as all kids should be able to keep in touch with there dads. That is also another story as well in my life which one day I may get to. But, mother has not allowed him to use it as well as I have to have her look for it to be sure the free minutes would be added. I asked grand son to ask his sister if she has alloowed great grand son to use or did she waste the minutes and lost it again as last month. Still waiting on that answer as I do on many that I ask. Then DHS called and yes I am also going to try to get food stamps as last month out of my check I had eleven dollars left for the month for whatever. The DHS lady that called me asked about someone else and more interested in that other person than my applying for food stamps with my income. She said well I need proof of this and that and a lot of proof of things as if I would back out because I agree I make great money if I lived by my self as I know how to conserve and keep bills down. But, I answered her question on that person as I also know she reads this as well as all the Bentonville sheriff perple do because I am one that causes a lot of problems by just being home and no longer working for my living. So, I have all sorts of time toi think on how to make life easy for myself and get all you working people that are working towards that goal that I worked toward to be paid to sit on my ass and becamne a real pain in the ass to everyone else. Will I get the food stamps with my income over $1200.00 a month plus? Some say no and my lawyer friends say yes. Whoop’s yes, I have a lawyer that likes this and since one day food stamps will cease then I want to get on that bandwagon before it ends. Oh and DHS please don’t come as five years ago and say I have to have electric, as then I am going to wonder why so many in Joplin still live in tents and in the dirt. So, use caution as you well know I am a real asshole and I don’t swear first, I promise you will do as most deputies do and start swearing at me and even then I will just smile at you and see you in court one day. Oh and no this in Bentonville is and was never my first dishonest cop dealing it is the first in Bentonville, but I had a lot in California in Yuba City, Marysville and Yuba County and of course those are stories that have been told a lot in local and world news. I dislike crooks that don’t protect and serve as they are suppose to and if I see it happen then look out. Oh yea, yes I do really own my property free and clear as well. I worked and lost thousands of dollars and had thousands stolen from me by those that are allowed to lie to you to convict you if you tell a lie. Never ask a simple question of Stone face by e-mail as he will tell you not to contact me in this fashion and contact an attorney. Same goes with many of those that have allowed there power to go to their heads. Too bad you people are afraid to fight for your GOD GIVEN RIGHTS as well as Constitutional rights that are forefathers fought and died for and you cowards sit there because you fear jail or your freedom taken. Let me assure you that you can sit in your own yard and a crook will arrest you on Obstruction of justice and you go to jail as I did. But, that was the first and the attorney was also a firm believer in civil rights as well as been screwed by many public servants and seen a lot of trash people that don’t serve as sworn to do! Well it’ s now later in the morning as starting to get light so time to shut the power off to the property to try and conserve. Oh anyone wish to donate to me? I hate these damn noodle soups and no I don’t eat with my family as I get way to angry to watching the kids feed the animals the great food that I could never afford. Well, at lease until I get my food stamps. Then again will I? Well we will see. After all I have a free phone that I gave away to my great grandson and yes I pay for my phone. Yes, I know a nail for my government attack on free phone. Sorry, it is used by someone that I am entitled to pass it on to so I wish to. The free minutes I earn because of my income as shown above with expenses. Now, send those excess dollars, fives, tens, twentys, fiftys and even hundreds if you think I deserve it to: John Lewis P.O. Box 755 Rogers, Arkansas 72757 Hey I seen other people ask in my family even, so I want to see if it works. I will tell you that I will take my Great grand kids to McDonald as they love that play ground there. But, I just never have any money to do that any longer. Please no checks I have thousands of dollars in bad checks from so called good doer’s wanting to get me back in jail. Lol Plus I will even get the great grand kids as well as grandfather (great that is) to send a thank you note back to you. Besides you have a real copy of my signature and remember I have five great grand kids and you know I have to take mom and dad as well and I love to eat as it pisses my doctor off and he loves to get pissed and tell me I am not far from my grave if I don ‘t do this and that. But, we know how doctors are especially Va ones. LMAO! Kidding doc, as I know he also reads this from time to time to see if I need to be picked up yet. Bet you never had a caring doctor like me? That’s also another story. Want to hear other stories of my life then ask as long as I pop my pills I seem to be up all the time and I am open as well as honest no matter how much it hurts people. ☹